broken friendship

I’m tired of trying

Sick of crying

Yeah I’m smiling

But inside I’m dying

.. ..

I don’t know whats
worth fighting for

Or why I have to
scream

But now I have some
clarity

To tell you what I
mean

You went and broke whats
already broken

I try to take a break
but Im already choking

I can’t seem to get
my heart over you

Because you creep
into everything I do

I never thought that
you would break me apart

I keep an innocent
smile on and hold onto my heart

.. ..

I’m just so tired of
trying

and I'm Sick of crying

I don't want to keep smiling

'cause inside I'm
dying

and I never thought that you could break me apart

but I've been proven wrong by this shattered heart

You say that I’m closed
up and don’t understand why

Its people like you
who do me wrong and make me want to cry

To be back together
with you I would rather die,

And yet when I hold
you close in my heart,

I wonder how this life, this love, this mind fell apart.

.. ..

This smile is half
the grin it was before,

is that all there is or is there something more?

This time I will choose what I want to do,

if fate has me wait, I'll be here for you.

The pain you have caused me will remain,

yet just say sorry and is will wash away like rain.

Something has kept me holding on,

I guess this feeling was just never gone.

..

..

I’m so tired of
trying

and I'm Sick of crying

can you not here me calling,

I am done with this falling.

.. ..

So miss me today, and
miss me tomorrow.

Friendship is not something you can borrow.

If you feel like waking up anytime soon, you'll see.

I am exactly where you left me.